up! chaotic sat i guess. chaotic in mind. too much livin on earth, not enough raw joy sans stressin, as i told annie yesterday, tell myself this morning. what a grl needs is fun. drivin/road time. went to get mm who was just as stressed. dropped in san xavier to lite candles. prayers for women. then trekked down to tubac. ate at elvira's & then we did a little shopping. then right back & just like that the world cleared itself & now i'm lying on the bed & now im thinking oh jeez i don't wanna go to this poetry reading in a hour but i gotta. gonna try to see jake beforehand. i could seriously rest.